Dear you, who feels defeated

I am thinking of you who feels defeated.

I am thinking of you who has tried it all in your power to pull through but as soon as the spark of victory lit up ,the storm came back and blew it off, the darkness engulfed you again.
You whose tree of hope you planted got uprooted again when it was beginning to bear fruits

You who have fought in every way
and think you have no power to fight again
You who think you have cried enough and you can’t go through it again
You who feel this life was not meant for you because you ve lived for misery,phase after phase.
You whose smiles can only be counted than your tears that filled oceans.
You who feels so drained and tired you wonder if you really are alive or you are the walking dead.
You who tried it all and lost again, and you feel motivation has packed its bags and left.

Hugs to you,
tell you what? I see you. I know of your existence, nothing can have you fade, you still are worth the fight. Let me highlight your victory moments to you because pain has robbed you of that chance to.

Your victory lies in the efforts you put those countless times because it had showed you that you are a fighter, you have capabilities of winning.
Your victory lies in the patience you had because it reflected your resilience
You victory is in that spark of hope that died because it reminded you that you can bring light to your life
Discard that self blame coat , smile about what you conquered in those moments.

Grieve because it is part of healing,but you are not building a home for that pain in your heart.
Cry, someone will provide a shoulder for you if not myself , may God cradle you through this turmoil too.
Dust yourself, sit back up, wipe those tears, Do stand up & adorn your shoes because you are going to restart and try again. Let us be your cheerleader.

Find comfort in that you won’t give up, no matter how awful we presume the inevitable outcome may be ,it wont be as painful when you know you have tried again and whatever remains ahead is beyond you.
Don’t forget that the inevitable might be the return of your smile too .. the smile that will stay, the smile that won’t allow you to make your heart a home for pain.
Your victory lies in you trying again, for you not anybody else. Heal my friend.

Much love ❤️
Kelly